Hi.I would message you but I don't wanna sound petty and if I do this I can pretend this isn't me :-) . Anyway I'll get to it. Theres like so so much I've wanted to say and
I hate myself for not saying anything but I guess because you mean so much to
me I'm so scared of ruining something with us which is so so stupid because I know that I'm only ruining it more by saying nothing. It's just I feel like the more I try, the more of
a burden to you i feel. I just want to
start over from the begining, and just be more brave and honest and I'm sorry I haven't been like that. But anyway I feel like
you're mad at me and if you are I get it but can you just be honest and tell me what it is because I don't know if I've done something and if there is something I've done can you tell me how to fix it because I just wanna do my best to do whatever I can to make this work. You're probably not and I'm being paranoid and petty
but yeah :-). Anyway even if you're
not mad at all or anything like that i want you to know that i care so fucking much about you and I really hope that I never lose you. Wow this sounds so dramatic it's really not it's just theres like so much I wanna talk to you about but it feels weird for it to come outta no where yk.
I also wanted to say you're really really pretty <3
EHDCKJEC I LIKE YOU SO MUCH
ok I'm done you will probably never read this but
thats fine :-)
определенно не гей mhmmmmm 🏳️ 🌈🏳️ 🌈🏳️ 🌈