handan
a farsi female name that means "joyful person who laughs a lot".
ironically, handans tend to seem cold and grumpy on the outside and they're never, ever able to enjoy their life or to live happily.
they try their best to make others happy though. they're kind of people-pleasers.
but since they have a genuine interest in psychology&philosophy (because they're extremely self-aware -also traumatized as children) they'll notice this weakness of theirs and figure a way out to improve it.
handans are very likely to be an introvert AND have social anxiety.
ikr, what a duo...
a handan's personality is an unfortunate mix of complexities and paradoxes.
they're gigantic attention attractors who are also too afraid to be heard/seen -despite the fact that they've a desperate need to be truly understood.
like that one child bo burnham described in his song "art is dead". the kid who cries at another kid's birthday party because it fails to understand that every day can't be about it. although, unlike that child, a handan would cry SECRETLY and then they would irrationally get mad that nobody saw their tears or heard their screams for help so they lose their faith in humanity and avoid people for years until they feel lonely instead of mysterious and so they push themselves to actually start living instead of daydreaming and the moment they stop feeling like they can't wait to be dead, death will come for them. :b
ironically, handans tend to seem cold and grumpy on the outside and they're never, ever able to enjoy their life or to live happily.
they try their best to make others happy though. they're kind of people-pleasers.
but since they have a genuine interest in psychology&philosophy (because they're extremely self-aware -also traumatized as children) they'll notice this weakness of theirs and figure a way out to improve it.
handans are very likely to be an introvert AND have social anxiety.
ikr, what a duo...
a handan's personality is an unfortunate mix of complexities and paradoxes.
they're gigantic attention attractors who are also too afraid to be heard/seen -despite the fact that they've a desperate need to be truly understood.
like that one child bo burnham described in his song "art is dead". the kid who cries at another kid's birthday party because it fails to understand that every day can't be about it. although, unlike that child, a handan would cry SECRETLY and then they would irrationally get mad that nobody saw their tears or heard their screams for help so they lose their faith in humanity and avoid people for years until they feel lonely instead of mysterious and so they push themselves to actually start living instead of daydreaming and the moment they stop feeling like they can't wait to be dead, death will come for them. :b
Example:
-Nereden geliyo'sun?
-Handan...
(Ortaokul hayatım boyunca her. allahın. günü. maruz kaldığım bi' "espri".)
-Nereden geliyo'sun?
-Handan...
(Ortaokul hayatım boyunca her. allahın. günü. maruz kaldığım bi' "espri".)