Jen is a woman that means the world to me. I don't hear nearly enough from her. But that is ok. I am worried that I scared her away. She always has a way of telling me I am not crazy as if she knows what I am dealing with in a more empathetic way. The truth is, I would die for
this woman and at the moment could only dream of being with this woman. She has a
big spirit and I'm not too completely sure if she knows how she has helped me. The time that I spent with her, no matter the circumstances, was not spent in vain. I enjoyed every minute with her. She had a way of making me feel like the universe revolved around me and only speaks volumes on the type of loyal person she is. She is definitely not an
unfaithful person but don't doubt that she would cheat right in front of your face if you were unfaithful to her. I wish that this woman was mine. She is the true meaning of ride or die. I hope my mistakes in her presence can be forgiven and that maybe I could get a chance to court this woman one day. She has been nothing less than a great friend, opening up her house, feeding me, sharing other things, and putting up with my crazy ass. I wish she would
answer back a text and let me know she was alive, but I know that she is. I think I know what she want, and I think I can understand
the Lord's guidance on this.
I know not to be paranoid of this woman and trust her with my life.