You are important
It's not the fact that you hate yourselfIt's the fact that you hate othersBut your hate for others isn't a hate of evil it's a hate of the not changeableAnd the
impossibility isn't a fault of yoursIt's a fault of theirsUsing their ears not their mindsUsing their eyes not their heartsChanging something you can'tLiving how you canNot how you wantIt's not a hate of selfishness,But rather a hate of impossibilityWhich drives you towards unthinkable things
The unthinkable things making them feel badThey who decided to leave you in the dustAnd flaunt their luckyness in your faceThey don't deserve what they have goodBecause
it's you who'd never take advantage of
that giftThey have too muchYou too littleWhy not even it out?That is what drives you to
the unthinkableThat few people are there for youLooking at people who smirk at their blessings
When you'd not do the sameThe thought that they are not deservingThey had their share of popularityThey had their share of looksHad their share of goldYour negative thoughts creeping inDriving you closer to the unthinkableBut how can those negative thoughts notWhen you have so much less?You feel bad because you know what you haveBut you still think about what you wantThere's a difference between you and themYou respect what you haveThey don't deserve for you to do the unthinkableYou are youThey don't deserve for you to be like themYou need something betterYou need you