A post I saw on insta just reminded me..
I can imagine you doing something similar too?
I still look at her picture a lot.. just a profile one she has where she looks absolutely breathtaking.. admittedly it's getting harder to look at the longer I don't see her for real.. especially the moments when I feel like I've lost hope
But today.. my strength held. I could just gaze at her for hours, watching her do anything.. little mannerisms I've memorized.. blowing her hair out of her face when she was frustrated or really busy.. the little smirk she gave when I knew she was sneaking out the back door to vape.. the twirls.. letting her hair drop and
flicking it free with an elegance I can't explain.. her pout..
leant on her elbow at the bar staring into space..
not for nothing though.. I could tell she was just.. imagining something..
I miss.. and love.. her more
Every single day